Stephen Hates apologies: #1

I'm sure this won't be the last apology, so I added a tag and its one post heading. So, I just realized that the last post made me a bit of a hypocrite. I encouraged a friend to go to an event that, among other things, is an awards ceremony. And I said all the things like "you'll be happy you went" and "its an honor" and all that other stuff... And I believed it when I said it. I'm a hypocrite. Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maximum fucking culpa. no one should listen to me. I'm a selfish bastard.

ok. i'm not helping myself.